Silver Plate..

I just can't get it..why does other people just get anything they want? For example..cookie, how is that what ever she wants..its given to her on a silver plate?? I mean if she wants any guy.. she can get them within an instance! No questions asked! Is it just pure dumb-luck? Or is it something else? People might say i jealous..maybe i am but is it wrong to get a little something of what she has? Sometimes..i just can't get me..:(

Do i hate her? i dun..but i won't let her walk over me again! But then..sometimes she does! arghh!! when can i start standing up for myself?? i'm too much of a coward to do that! its not that i afraid of her..but the though of her hating me and losing a friend that i have know for 5 years is wat is holding me back!

Pri..was not feeling well today could see that she was turning pale and all..but pri..did u cursed me?? i starting to feel high-strong too!! ;)

xoxo SaBr!Na