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Monday, December 29, 2008

Official Sixteen!:]

Well i official sixteen! Ppl comin up to me and welcoming me to the sweet sixteen club!:] But there more than just turning a year older..i also have matured!(i know!) But i think its time to grow up..so here is my new resolution:
1)Be Bold
2)Be Daring
3)Be Myself

P/S:here is some pics from Bali..i took the nice ones only!









Thursday, December 18, 2008

Damn!

Finally the party is tomorrow..and i thought let's try the birthday suit and to my horror!! i Look FAT!! DAmn! guess that late night snacking didn't help but i been exercising almost twice a week since November!!Now wat?? can i do like 100 sit-ups and my tummy magically disappears?? Sharan..u better prepared yourself for a whole lot of attitude from me tomorrow!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Summertime:)

Ha..there only a week left for my party..and today started really terrible..three ppl decided they can't come:(..rest not confirmed..arrgh! thats frustating! Only so far 12 is comin. I seriously thought that priyanka has completely vanished from the face of the earth! Dad jokingly said..Maybe she ran away from home.. somehow it doesn't seem impossible!! But everything turned out ok:)pri said she stayed at her aunt house for a while.

The party isn't to see how many ppl comin..its to enjoy one day with friends..and its ok if only a few ppl come..i just wanna see them! i miss them:) Besides i going to Bali the day after!!! Oo..i can't wait! Sharan said she will help me pack! sharan..u will rite?? Time to rejuvenate and relax my senses for next year! Besides i need a break after all that has happen!

Pri,Ros..i but something really special for you guys k?:) Santosh!! i get u next year!!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Tag

Name:Sabrina Kumari

Sibling:One big sister

Shoe size:8(i think!)

Height:169-170cm

Where do you live:Taman Jaya

Favourite drinks:Ice lemon tea:)

Favourite breakfast:Hardly eat breakfast..so none

Have you been on a plane:Yes..a couple of times

Swam in the ocean:Er..ya probably

Fell off your chair:No..haven't!

Sat by the phone waiting for someone to call:Yes..

Saved e-mails:Yup

What is your room like:A two single-bed,two cupboard,a dressing table and full of electronics..e.g radio,phones

What's right beside you:Mum's dressing table

What is the last thing you ate:Oo..nasi lemak

Chicken pox:Had it when i was standard 5

Sore throat:The last was two months back

Stitches:Never want to!

Broken nose:Nope

Do you believe in love at first sight:Yes..all the time

Last person who made you smile:My dad

Kiss anyone:Haiz..no haven't

Miss someone:Now not so much

Sleep with stuffed animals:Yes..one is bluey, then other is dog:)

Who do you really hate:I haven't really hated anyone yet!

Randoms:
Q:Is there someone in your mind right now..who?:My best friends..too many to list
Q:Do you want children:Only one or two
Q:Do you smile often:People tell me i do
Q:Do you like your hand-writing:No..its big! I like pri's one:)
Q:Whose bed you rather sleep on:My parents! Its soft and comfortable
Q:I can't wait to:Go to Bali for 5 days 4 night
Q:When did you last cry:A month ago for all the wrong reason
Q:Are you sociable:Ha..no:]
Q:Where is the person you have feelings for:Dun know..probably with some girl..forgotten all about me..Haiz
Q:Can you handle the truth:I have to..right?
Q:Are you closer to mum or dad:I dun know..both i think
Q:Who is the last person you cried to:Roshini..:)
Q:Do you eat healthy:Now..i am
Q:Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you..what?:Yes..he said he was cheating me!
Q:Are you confident:No..i have no self-confidence!
Q:5 Bad habits:Curse,talk back,no self-confidence,like to change decision fast,hardly go out!

I tag:
Priyanka,Sonia er..that's all i guess
~people i want to know their answers for this tag!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

I so proud of you!

Oo..pri i so proud of u!! u actually took my advice?! ok..i probably sound weird and like a gay person! but the moment i read wat u recently post in your blog, i was just happy;) maybe its because i thought u forgot bout me! ah..now all we need to do now is talk! cause u may say all kinds of things but inside u r like a different story!

ok..if u read this and haven't spoken to me yet..call or sms me k?

Friday, November 28, 2008

Seven things i hate about you!

A friend once told me to really get over someone..you must first list all the things you hate bout that person! So here I am listing the seven things i hate bout C1.
Here goes..
1)I hate his favourite sport..badminton(which really sucks!!)
2)I hate how he deals with situations!
3)I hate his friends(well maybe one or two!)
4)I hate how he likes to cheat girls for fun!
5)I hate how he always pick his friends first!
6)I hate his walk!
7)I hate wat he has done to me!

ok..thats that! ah..i feel much better now!
P>S: pri..pls try this..its fun and it somehow works!

Monday, November 24, 2008

i know them!

Its been..wat a week?? but i still think bout him very much! God..today its is his birthday..and i wish i could pick up the phone and dial his num and say Happy Birthday! but i can't..actually i won't! cause to him i just a random girl..and i dun anyone especially him to think that i'm some hussy who sits one corner and wait for him to come.I not giving him that satisfaction!

All i want is for him to have a slight of regret of wat he has done! i not wishing for him to come crawling..begging me to take him back! But i know..it never happen, he, they never will! Oh well life must go on!

How nice if life were like Beyonce new song-if i were a boy! maybe they will finally know wats been going on in our life for once and finally stop being such jerks!:)

Friday, November 14, 2008

Goals!:)

Today..he told me that he never wanted this relantionship at all! Bloody Hell!! then why..gave that key-chain? he said my friends putar-belit cerita! F*ck Him la!! anyway i not gonna let this ruined me! i have new goals in life! and i am GONNA make them come true!!
Goal No.1) lose at least 10 kg
No.2) cut my hair
No.3) Do excellent on my SPM
No.4)Find someone new
No.5) Be more BITCHY!!

i need my sis la..for goal No.5, pri..how i wish u could do this with me! Damn! dun worry, i not gonna let anything stop me or get in my way!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

I will be F.I.N.E!

So far..things be good since monday! i mean for him to actually come and give me something small but so meaningful for me! Then..we didn't actually behave like a item..but still in some manner..it was official rite? haiz..but of course things weren't so good! I found out from sasi..that HIMself told her he was playing me! i mean..i could see this happening! but didn't believe it was true! But..in the end,i must think it through rite? and i did, i decided to end it! its better to end before he actually goes through with his plan! of course like always..it hurts! i cried not once but three times! i mean it was a first break up for me!

And the best part..i actually hung back the chain he gave him! i just dun feel like keeping it! he said i being childish! but how do you want me to act? when u own self acting like a jerk! haiz..i o-kay! ;) i must now focus on wats important! but still he was feeling guilty! ha! that was good seeing him like that!!

After listening some songs which really really helps! i'm starting to feel better;) and its not like the end of the world for me! i mean i got my friends, family and myself! so i be fine!

P:S/ pri and ros..i know you are worried! but dun worry i won't slit my wrist!;} tomorrow is your last day rite? lets enjoy it!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

love this song!

You know when you are feeling something, and a certain song just speaks to you? well i have found my song! it doesn't just relate to my life but also give me a inspiration for how i should deal with watever that is going on with my life..friends,him and family.

Pri..i think this song will help u like it helped me:] ~keep breathing-ingrid michaelson.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Keep Breathing

Things actually seem better this week~ Exams coming to an end, school gonna end and results didn't seem to let me down. Pri is, i think is drifting away..i realise i have to accept this part of life that is changing! I wish i could help her but sometimes she just prefer to run away then tell me anything..pri i know! you dun have to hide k?

As for him, i actually being bolder! After a week of not seeing him, the moment he step foot to school..i couldn't stop looking at him! Even when he realise that i'm looking and i know i end up looking like a desperate b*tch, i couldn't care less! i just wanna see him! When friends say something, and you know that they just saying to brighten up your day(thanks :]) and you know you are not suppose to believe them cause they are just saying things! but today, i wanna believe them, cause i need a little good news sometime in my life! i dun care eventhough its lies,i wanna believe them!

I guess i should keep breathing! I mean it in a thinking positively way! its helps and life seems better that way:]

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Floppy week!

This has been one hell of a week!Exams started this week..so there goes the first flop of the week.Isn't it amazing? you study so hard but in the end you just end up copying from the best student..its like licking crumbs of smartness from her(sorry,pls mind me-a little hasty these few days!)

The second flop of the week,haiz..i waiting and waiting but in the end i just fooling myself! i mean seriously why i just stop myself from liking him so much?? and why can't he just stop sending me ups and downs? i feel like drowing away from the world..i just sometimes will pray that something would happen..but in the end nothing never does! Doesn't God listen to my prayer??

The third flop,combat actually went to India! i know pri doesn't wanna talk bout it..but pri seriously i envy you! i know i repeating myself over and over again..but wat i saying is true..its hurts so much more that you see him and you know he doesn't wanna see you! pri..i know how you are feeling..you just wanna stay lock up in your room just lying on the bed,listening to music and thinking bout life..you dun wanna go anywhere, just school and make faces telling ppl you are alright but you're not! but seriously that's not how you should be..go out forget bout everything and came back someone new!:)

me,myself is being a hypocrite for telling you and not doing it!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Halloween disaster!!

Yesterday Conrad(sis best friend!) organize a Halloween party, i mean a real Halloween party with costumes, scary maze and all! My sis asked me to go and which crazy person would refuse right?? The choices for the costume came to two, a clown and a biker-zombie-babe:) After much thinking(didn't do much thinking anyway,was running out of time!) i decided to be..*ta-da* a biker-zombie-babe:) Mum and sis had fun putting on make-up on me..i the type who will run and hide under my bed when i heard the word 'eye-liner' and you know wat i actually look good(i mean scary-good!) guess its good to have two beautician at home!

Dad drop us at the event place..saw some of my sis friends, they are um..great:P But then Conrad decided to give us all a very very big surprise..the party was cancelled! i repeat "CANCELLED" i was petrified!! it seem the maze caught on fire! its that a sign?? maybe it got someone or 'something' attention? i leave it up to you to decide!

Oh well there always next year:) ok..i need to give out shout-out to some people:-

1) Fran..if you are reading this..just wanted to tell you that i have the song you wanted and i give you once you and i come on9 k?:)
2) Sharan..i will definitely take your offer on the whole magazine thing k? let me know when and where:)
3) Santosh..very good! my sis gave you a little pep-talk right?? next time listen to me k!
4) To all PMR candidate..Good luck and a tip..don't cheat k?

Monday, October 6, 2008

Different Lies, Same Old Truth

Today its the last week where things will remain the same..after this week,everything gonna change..so trying to come this whole week to fully enjoy this last week before 'change' comes. Pri doesn't join my van already..and its so hard cause most of out time spent is mostly before school starts and school ends(she comes very late and goes home very early). Call her today and made plans with her(hopefully it works!) God..i just wish sometimes that decision were never made and make everything upside down!

This morning when pri came to school, we did our routine check for two-doesn't know-guys and just that made me realise that whatever me and pri says bout "oh i got over and all" it really doesn't work! pri i still can tell you can't get over him k? dun be in denial! you can notice from 20 feet away and still tell me what is he doing and how he looks and all..but who am i to say? i just get hiper seeing him comin through the front door and keeps wondering bout him until i see him again the next day! We may say different lies but in the end its still the same truth! we are hooked like crazy!! not to be anything and all..but i dun think i was like this with my last one(yes the one sasi took!)

But still its because i see him giving signs and all! People say that something might happen after PMR, ya right!! Ya, he will be a free cat and me? a sitting duck for not studying for my finals!

xoxo SaBr!na

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Dun Want & Dun Like!!

Its something weird..but i extremely afraid of change! i just can't take it..can't things just stay the way there are?! Pri..why must you leave me?? can't you wait for a year more..then you and i cabut la..
haiz..i know its fate and i can't interfere!! but..but arghhh!! I hate what life brings to me!

Pri..is it just me or are you preparing me to settle down after you leave?! is it why you are trying to stay apart?! you DUMMY!! this is the time you and i should spend more and more time together!! i hate change!

Another thing..must "someone" popped into my life over and over again?? if i fall two steps back.."someone" will pull me one step ahead! and if i step up one step.."someone" push me back two steps again!! just FGS tell me wth you want!!

p:s/ FGS means For God's Sake

xoxo SaBr!Na

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Bac on my feet!!

hey..its been a while since i wrote anything..but then a lot of stuff happen,and things were not just worth mentioning! Many "wonderful" memoires that i will forever cherish and many history i would just love to forget! Pri is still pri, Cookie broke up with my ex-crush, sorry i mean her boyfriend! End of the year is drawing near and i can sense "change" coming, haiz..people come and go and some are just difficult to let go!

Is it just me or does he think i deserve better??

till next time..
xoxo SaBr!Na

Friday, June 13, 2008

Again?

Today..pri told me that she was coming but in the end didn't..ya she practically fooled me but with good reason(not feeling well, it seems!) So had to go through school today without her!:(
Today at prefect meeting, well it seemed that we didn't follow the theme that were given yesterday..PIN DROP SILENCE! So wei shan ask us to write 50 lines because of it! i seriously dun know wat is gonna happen to the perfect society! wat? is she trying to follow vi prefect society?? We so DUN have any chance to even read their prefect manual! I mean i dun completely dislike the new system but sometimes it just go overboard!

Then..cookies started to spread around rumours that i like v...! NO! i dun! argh!!! why does she keeps messing up my life?? Hasn't she already done enough? Only certain people knows the truth! But then..at least he started to talk to me..he ask "v...? are you serious?" of course i said no! But the funny part was that, after having a short, very short conversation..i didn't get weak knees like i used to! Like the magic has stopped working! i guess its sorta a relieve! Maybe its because i couldn't stop thinking bout cengal 1!

But dun worry, i won't continue thinking bout cengal 1 anymore! i just dun wanna take the risk anymore:)

xoxo SaBr!Na

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Silver Plate..

I just can't get it..why does other people just get anything they want? For example..cookie, how is that what ever she wants..its given to her on a silver plate?? I mean if she wants any guy.. she can get them within an instance! No questions asked! Is it just pure dumb-luck? Or is it something else? People might say i jealous..maybe i am but is it wrong to get a little something of what she has? Sometimes..i just can't get me..:(

Do i hate her? i dun..but i won't let her walk over me again! But then..sometimes she does! arghh!! when can i start standing up for myself?? i'm too much of a coward to do that! its not that i afraid of her..but the though of her hating me and losing a friend that i have know for 5 years is wat is holding me back!

Pri..was not feeling well today could see that she was turning pale and all..but pri..did u cursed me?? i starting to feel high-strong too!! ;)

xoxo SaBr!Na

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Dun Get Down!

Pri..feeling so down today..i also dun know whether i can help her or not! even though she was smiling and laughing, i could see her heart breaking away! :( Pri..if i give you advice..i would but i dun think it would be the right advice to give u. Seeing your letter make me realise that you are seriously in love with him! But then, how can you still be in love?? While i moved from one to another! I think i can only advice you this..if you dun wanna leave him..then dun, but if one day you decided you want to let go..then you should without looking back! thats the time, not only me..will be by your side!

But if you want to mend your heart..i suggest eating Baskin & Robbins's Chocolate Cackle Cookie and listening to will.i.am new song, heartbreaker!

Hope it works!;)

xoxo SaBr!Na

Monday, June 9, 2008

Why??

Arghhhh!! why must school reopen?? why can't they give like 3 months off like in the states? now after 13 weeks, then only we can have our holiday again!( i know, i counted!) But at least i get to see Pri and all..it is certainly better that talking through sms and msn! But still? i want more holidays! Getting results is the worst! i'll will get all scared and jumpy and just want to scream! Finally found the book i wanted,thank god for that! at least i got something to read when i bored in school! found out something today..i think pri will understand bout cengal 1. Haiz..life life! Pri you see..at least he connect you with something!! eventhough red is a horrible colour!

Crut! tomorrow must get up early! School such a drag!

p.s: tasha if you r reading this..Happy Birthday!~

xoxo SaBr!Na

Thursday, June 5, 2008

Fish Spa!

Yesterday..my sis and i went on a day out, we decided to go to Pavilion. I wanted to try the all the range..fish spa! So we took a cab to Pavilion and straight to Genko's Fish Spa. Learning tips from my sis who have done this twice..i finally tried it. Um..its like putting your leg onto a foot massager but small fishes are swarming your leg, eating up your dead cells. If you think that idea is unappealing, you'll be surprised at how wonderful the results are! After the 'terapi' session, you will find our leg to be smooth as a baby's skin. Well, for those who haven't had a chance to try it, i suggest you do!

After our spa, we hit the Japanese restaurant and everything was so hi-tech! i mean we can order our food through a laptop they have installed onto each table. I just LOVE Japanese food, i mean i was craving for it since i still a foetus! But then i'm a hipokrit for saying that..dun get me wrong i love udon, 'okomoniyaki' and all but not 'sashimi'. Maybe it has something to do with raw fish! For dessert, we had Baskin & Robbins ice cream fondue, i find it surpising too! I've heard Haagen D'aas ice cream fondue but not from Baskin & Robbins! Its was so good! Yet to try Haagen D'aas one but i doubt i like it as much as i like the Baskin & Robbins one=) i guess its the ice cream flavours and its cheaper too!!

Here some pics from our day out! In case you were wondering..yes that is my feet!

Hoping to find "Jack the Ripper" book! Just have to keep my fingers cross! Pri at Penang..Missing her a LOT!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Its unbelievable!

Today..Darshini had a birthday/lunch party..didn't really wanted to go but was haunted by karma..i mean what if i had a birthday party and no one came?? I'm being weird i know. So followed sumi and the gang, and the day just keep getting worst! First bad thing..i looked horrible!! i wore this shoulder-length blouse with a vest over it..dun know why i choose this..but the funny thing is when i but clothes,it looked good on me but after a few days I'll be wondering why in the world i bought this? Second bad thing..he came along with his sis and his bratty brother! Urgh! he keep asking me..you are Sabrina?! i'm like yes!! Enough already!! Third bad thing..my phone went out of battery at the worst possible moment! couldn't call my dad to come earlier..

Well not all was bad..me and him shooked hands! i was so startled,i didn't except him to reach out his hand and said "Hi how have you been?" After that,i was just so nervous and at the same time happy that i couldn't eat at all..i was practically getting weak knees! But then,haiz..cookie came and just destroy the moment..yes i know they are together..its only normal for them to sit together and all. Actually,it made me sad..its because i know there won't be any future,but it struck me..i ignoring my own advice..i just fallen for his good looks and charm! but it would be hard to just ignore the fact that i like him..maybe its because i see him everyday! i need a school transfer!

Thank the lord and maybe karma..that my dad came early! i surpised he could find the house seeing that place is a jungle! Couldn't bear being with them and all..sumi and sugin practically was hugging and kissing behind her mother's car when she was filling up petrol!! I mean..your mum could so see you holding hands!!

well..only a week left for holidays! Gonna enjoy it to the fullest!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Tagged!

Part 1: On the outside
Name: Sabrina Kumari
Date of Birth: 28 December 1992
Current Status: single
Hair Colour: black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: capricorn
Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: a full ceylon with a quater of chinese mixed.
Your Fear: living a day all over again
Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Aww..CRAP!!
Bedtime: Ya-ay!! back to dreamland!
Your most missed memory: all my memories are missed=)
Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton tea..duh!
Part 5: Do You...
Smoke: Eww..of course not!
Curse: yes..its life greatest plesure!
Drink : only selected drinks.
Part 6: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: maybe in the future
Changed who you were to fit in: depends on what i wanna changed
Part 7:Age
You're hoping to be married: hopefully in the 20-ish
Part 8: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: Dark brown
Hair colour: black
Short or long hair: short
Part 9: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: disturbing my sis
1 hour ago: watching tv
1 month ago: studying..i know!
Part 10: Finish The Sentences
I love: MUSIC!!
I miss : my grandfather
I need: a new hobby!
Part 11: Tag
Conrad..
List out 5 presents you wish for your upcoming birthday:
if i were to list it would be more than 5

What?!

You know the blog i posted about me and my sis?? well that woman posted it in friendster..now everyone is reading it! and i also found out she cried after reading it..well i would too..haiz..i so nice. But if i knew she would cry..i wouldn't have post it.

Also..i totally hooked on this song..dun know why maybe its the chorus..maybe its because i'm weird! anyway here is it..hope u get hooked to it like i am now..but it only last a few days..

xoxo SaBr!Na

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Holidays!

My holidays so far has been occupied by tuitions! can you imagine? i passed form 3 and not in form 5 so why must i burn my holidays with tuitions?? Well only yesterday i went out with mum and sis to times square after tuition of course! At first i didn't wanna go cause would see the entire gang there..but thank lord i didn't! We went there mainly to buy clothes, sis and mum only bought one..i bought the most! I think the only shop which i look forward to go is nichii fashion city. There is the only place where i can spent a bomb and be happy..cause the clothes there i can wear over and over again and look good!


After that, i wanted to buy a low shoulder blouse so i can wear my vest over it,so had no choice but to go to the chinese chicky shop, all those gothic shops if you know wat i mean..my sis practically got scared! I ask my mum what would she do if i starting dressing like them..she said 'its fine by me but you are gonna have a problem with your dad!' i knew it -_-"

xoxo SaBr!Na

Sunday, May 25, 2008

First outing of the holidays!

Ya-ay!! we went out! Finally pri actually can leave the house la..i was so happy that she and me went out together for the first time without teachers or school!=) there were four of us..we bought earlier tickets(thank the lord we did!) for Narnia..i watched it already but they haven't, so what the heck,it was a good show though! Saw cookie and the gang..didn't wanted to see them but unfortunately bump into them like a million times! Seriously! why doesn't she get the point that i dun wanna be with her?? she knows perfectly well our relationship will never be the same anymore!

After all that..we all went and see niva new puppy! it was so cute! but so naughty! i also noticed that she doesn't want to tell her family the truth bout wat happen to her in school and a her friends..covering it with lies! but then how can they ever accept high school dramas?? I guess its the same for everyone!

Now that the outing ended! wat am i gonna do for the rest of the holidays? wanna get started on something but too lazy! Hopefully mom takes leave and take me out!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Friday, May 23, 2008

Teacher's Day!!


Today was a blast!! ^.^ We have our school annual teacher's day celebration..and everyone went wild! We have games and activities that made even our prefect teacher pitching in and just laughing all the way! We have also performances in the hall after recess..some when well wat pri would say..H-O-R-R-I-D! and some were good(at least they performed, unlike us just sit around and 'mogok') but mostly it was fun because everything went well..there were some spoilers along the way..but things worked out pretty well in the end!

Pri and I just sat and talk,make jokes and laugh,heard some gossips,make certain people angry(well i wouldn't call it angry just really annoyed!) disturb this very chubby,irritating,bubbly form 1 fellow..sometimes i pity that kid!,with girls like us around,he must be one tough kid(especially with pri!) heard that for our tomorrow trip,cookie is coming!..i mean why can't she be with her bf?? Argh!! sometimes i can't stand her!

Now that everything is over!..its the HOLIDAYS!! ya-ay!! finally,this time i gonna enjoy without thinking bout wat happen over the last few weeks..just gonna be all bout me,me,Me!

Happy Holidays guys!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Most Unforgettable Moment

So far my most unforgettable moment was when my crush decided to go for my BEST friend..if you are wondering..yes she did know i like him and yes he did also know that i liked him. I guess thats life right?? but then what do you do when someone that you have known so long did something like that to you?? more importantly how do you recover from something like that?? do you just pretend like this is just another one of those dream and you wish that the alarm clock would just ring and save you from misery??

Its been a month since this happen and yet it still feels like a very very long nightmare..that expression she had when he asked her..that moment when she told me..thats just feel like breaking a glass on your heart..I not angry that he decided to be with her..but for her to even thought to say yes..and all those time when she went all flirty with him, did she even considered how i felt?? Pri said that i'm strong..she said when it happen to her, she was down for almost a year!

Am i strong?? i guess but some days i be like whateverla..but some days i just can't let it go..and the worst part they both are in the same class as me! i get to see them lovey-dovey everyday!
Crap!!

p.s:pri if u ever read this..give me suggestions!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Chocolate & Vanilla

My sister and i are like chocolate & vanilla,red and blue,and white and black. Our differences also go beyond appearances as well..like for instance..i have long,back,flowing,straight hair..she on the other hand has short,coloured, perm hair. She has a nice figure..i..well..lets just say mine is not that nice. She also a total kid inside that 21 year old body..i am a 15 going on 25 girl. I get all the cool things..she gets all the cool guys..

But when it comes to hard times..she will be there for me as i would for her..Besides chocolate and vanilla make a perfect sundae,red and blue mixed together makes a great colour(purple) and white and black..well it turns out to be grey..u know u don't win everything..

Darn! she ate my ice cream again!!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Back to blogging..

Haa..back again..
I wonder why i stop blogging the first time..probably i won't even figure out the answer..
I also wondering why i decided to start again..my sis says its for people with no life..my best friend says that its cool( that i have to agreed!) but mostly because my life need to be written..silly reason huh?? but no worries i won't stop half way now.. but of course if my comp breaks down again or because of some unreasonable reason i will probably stop again..
haiz..still need some growing up to do..


p.s: pri! help me to continue this time..

xoxo SaBr!Na