Its unbelievable!

Today..Darshini had a birthday/lunch party..didn't really wanted to go but was haunted by karma..i mean what if i had a birthday party and no one came?? I'm being weird i know. So followed sumi and the gang, and the day just keep getting worst! First bad thing..i looked horrible!! i wore this shoulder-length blouse with a vest over it..dun know why i choose this..but the funny thing is when i but clothes,it looked good on me but after a few days I'll be wondering why in the world i bought this? Second bad thing..he came along with his sis and his bratty brother! Urgh! he keep asking me..you are Sabrina?! i'm like yes!! Enough already!! Third bad thing..my phone went out of battery at the worst possible moment! couldn't call my dad to come earlier..

Well not all was bad..me and him shooked hands! i was so startled,i didn't except him to reach out his hand and said "Hi how have you been?" After that,i was just so nervous and at the same time happy that i couldn't eat at all..i was practically getting weak knees! But then,haiz..cookie came and just destroy the moment..yes i know they are together..its only normal for them to sit together and all. Actually,it made me sad..its because i know there won't be any future,but it struck me..i ignoring my own advice..i just fallen for his good looks and charm! but it would be hard to just ignore the fact that i like him..maybe its because i see him everyday! i need a school transfer!

Thank the lord and maybe karma..that my dad came early! i surpised he could find the house seeing that place is a jungle! Couldn't bear being with them and all..sumi and sugin practically was hugging and kissing behind her mother's car when she was filling up petrol!! I mean..your mum could so see you holding hands!!

well..only a week left for holidays! Gonna enjoy it to the fullest!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Tagged!

Part 1: On the outside
Name: Sabrina Kumari
Date of Birth: 28 December 1992
Current Status: single
Hair Colour: black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: capricorn
Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: a full ceylon with a quater of chinese mixed.
Your Fear: living a day all over again
Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Aww..CRAP!!
Bedtime: Ya-ay!! back to dreamland!
Your most missed memory: all my memories are missed=)
Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
Single or Group Dates: single
Adidas or Nike: nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton tea..duh!
Part 5: Do You...
Smoke: Eww..of course not!
Curse: yes..its life greatest plesure!
Drink : only selected drinks.
Part 6: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: maybe in the future
Changed who you were to fit in: depends on what i wanna changed
Part 7:Age
You're hoping to be married: hopefully in the 20-ish
Part 8: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: Dark brown
Hair colour: black
Short or long hair: short
Part 9: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: disturbing my sis
1 hour ago: watching tv
1 month ago: studying..i know!
Part 10: Finish The Sentences
I love: MUSIC!!
I miss : my grandfather
I need: a new hobby!
Part 11: Tag
Conrad..
List out 5 presents you wish for your upcoming birthday:
if i were to list it would be more than 5

What?!

You know the blog i posted about me and my sis?? well that woman posted it in friendster..now everyone is reading it! and i also found out she cried after reading it..well i would too..haiz..i so nice. But if i knew she would cry..i wouldn't have post it.

Also..i totally hooked on this song..dun know why maybe its the chorus..maybe its because i'm weird! anyway here is it..hope u get hooked to it like i am now..but it only last a few days..

xoxo SaBr!Na

Holidays!

My holidays so far has been occupied by tuitions! can you imagine? i passed form 3 and not in form 5 so why must i burn my holidays with tuitions?? Well only yesterday i went out with mum and sis to times square after tuition of course! At first i didn't wanna go cause would see the entire gang there..but thank lord i didn't! We went there mainly to buy clothes, sis and mum only bought one..i bought the most! I think the only shop which i look forward to go is nichii fashion city. There is the only place where i can spent a bomb and be happy..cause the clothes there i can wear over and over again and look good!


After that, i wanted to buy a low shoulder blouse so i can wear my vest over it,so had no choice but to go to the chinese chicky shop, all those gothic shops if you know wat i mean..my sis practically got scared! I ask my mum what would she do if i starting dressing like them..she said 'its fine by me but you are gonna have a problem with your dad!' i knew it -_-"

xoxo SaBr!Na

First outing of the holidays!

Ya-ay!! we went out! Finally pri actually can leave the house la..i was so happy that she and me went out together for the first time without teachers or school!=) there were four of us..we bought earlier tickets(thank the lord we did!) for Narnia..i watched it already but they haven't, so what the heck,it was a good show though! Saw cookie and the gang..didn't wanted to see them but unfortunately bump into them like a million times! Seriously! why doesn't she get the point that i dun wanna be with her?? she knows perfectly well our relationship will never be the same anymore!

After all that..we all went and see niva new puppy! it was so cute! but so naughty! i also noticed that she doesn't want to tell her family the truth bout wat happen to her in school and a her friends..covering it with lies! but then how can they ever accept high school dramas?? I guess its the same for everyone!

Now that the outing ended! wat am i gonna do for the rest of the holidays? wanna get started on something but too lazy! Hopefully mom takes leave and take me out!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Teacher's Day!!

Today was a blast!! ^.^ We have our school annual teacher's day celebration..and everyone went wild! We have games and activities that made even our prefect teacher pitching in and just laughing all the way! We have also performances in the hall after recess..some when well wat pri would say..H-O-R-R-I-D! and some were good(at least they performed, unlike us just sit around and 'mogok') but mostly it was fun because everything went well..there were some spoilers along the way..but things worked out pretty well in the end!

Pri and I just sat and talk,make jokes and laugh,heard some gossips,make certain people angry(well i wouldn't call it angry just really annoyed!) disturb this very chubby,irritating,bubbly form 1 fellow..sometimes i pity that kid!,with girls like us around,he must be one tough kid(especially with pri!) heard that for our tomorrow trip,cookie is coming!..i mean why can't she be with her bf?? Argh!! sometimes i can't stand her!

Now that everything is over!..its the HOLIDAYS!! ya-ay!! finally,this time i gonna enjoy without thinking bout wat happen over the last few weeks..just gonna be all bout me,me,Me!

Happy Holidays guys!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Most Unforgettable Moment

So far my most unforgettable moment was when my crush decided to go for my BEST friend..if you are wondering..yes she did know i like him and yes he did also know that i liked him. I guess thats life right?? but then what do you do when someone that you have known so long did something like that to you?? more importantly how do you recover from something like that?? do you just pretend like this is just another one of those dream and you wish that the alarm clock would just ring and save you from misery??

Its been a month since this happen and yet it still feels like a very very long nightmare..that expression she had when he asked her..that moment when she told me..thats just feel like breaking a glass on your heart..I not angry that he decided to be with her..but for her to even thought to say yes..and all those time when she went all flirty with him, did she even considered how i felt?? Pri said that i'm strong..she said when it happen to her, she was down for almost a year!

Am i strong?? i guess but some days i be like whateverla..but some days i just can't let it go..and the worst part they both are in the same class as me! i get to see them lovey-dovey everyday!
Crap!!

p.s:pri if u ever read this..give me suggestions!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Chocolate & Vanilla

My sister and i are like chocolate & vanilla,red and blue,and white and black. Our differences also go beyond appearances as well..like for instance..i have long,back,flowing,straight hair..she on the other hand has short,coloured, perm hair. She has a nice figure..i..well..lets just say mine is not that nice. She also a total kid inside that 21 year old body..i am a 15 going on 25 girl. I get all the cool things..she gets all the cool guys..

But when it comes to hard times..she will be there for me as i would for her..Besides chocolate and vanilla make a perfect sundae,red and blue mixed together makes a great colour(purple) and white and black..well it turns out to be grey..u know u don't win everything..

Darn! she ate my ice cream again!!

xoxo SaBr!Na

Back to blogging..

Haa..back again..
I wonder why i stop blogging the first time..probably i won't even figure out the answer..
I also wondering why i decided to start again..my sis says its for people with no life..my best friend says that its cool( that i have to agreed!) but mostly because my life need to be written..silly reason huh?? but no worries i won't stop half way now.. but of course if my comp breaks down again or because of some unreasonable reason i will probably stop again..
haiz..still need some growing up to do..


p.s: pri! help me to continue this time..

xoxo SaBr!Na