Different Lies, Same Old Truth

Today its the last week where things will remain the same..after this week,everything gonna change..so trying to come this whole week to fully enjoy this last week before 'change' comes. Pri doesn't join my van already..and its so hard cause most of out time spent is mostly before school starts and school ends(she comes very late and goes home very early). Call her today and made plans with her(hopefully it works!) God..i just wish sometimes that decision were never made and make everything upside down!

This morning when pri came to school, we did our routine check for two-doesn't know-guys and just that made me realise that whatever me and pri says bout "oh i got over and all" it really doesn't work! pri i still can tell you can't get over him k? dun be in denial! you can notice from 20 feet away and still tell me what is he doing and how he looks and all..but who am i to say? i just get hiper seeing him comin through the front door and keeps wondering bout him until i see him again the next day! We may say different lies but in the end its still the same truth! we are hooked like crazy!! not to be anything and all..but i dun think i was like this with my last one(yes the one sasi took!)

But still its because i see him giving signs and all! People say that something might happen after PMR, ya right!! Ya, he will be a free cat and me? a sitting duck for not studying for my finals!

xoxo SaBr!na