I will be F.I.N.E!

So far..things be good since monday! i mean for him to actually come and give me something small but so meaningful for me! Then..we didn't actually behave like a item..but still in some manner..it was official rite? haiz..but of course things weren't so good! I found out from sasi..that HIMself told her he was playing me! i mean..i could see this happening! but didn't believe it was true! But..in the end,i must think it through rite? and i did, i decided to end it! its better to end before he actually goes through with his plan! of course like always..it hurts! i cried not once but three times! i mean it was a first break up for me!

And the best part..i actually hung back the chain he gave him! i just dun feel like keeping it! he said i being childish! but how do you want me to act? when u own self acting like a jerk! haiz..i o-kay! ;) i must now focus on wats important! but still he was feeling guilty! ha! that was good seeing him like that!!

After listening some songs which really really helps! i'm starting to feel better;) and its not like the end of the world for me! i mean i got my friends, family and myself! so i be fine!

P:S/ pri and ros..i know you are worried! but dun worry i won't slit my wrist!;} tomorrow is your last day rite? lets enjoy it!