Most Unforgettable Moment

So far my most unforgettable moment was when my crush decided to go for my BEST friend..if you are wondering..yes she did know i like him and yes he did also know that i liked him. I guess thats life right?? but then what do you do when someone that you have known so long did something like that to you?? more importantly how do you recover from something like that?? do you just pretend like this is just another one of those dream and you wish that the alarm clock would just ring and save you from misery??

Its been a month since this happen and yet it still feels like a very very long nightmare..that expression she had when he asked her..that moment when she told me..thats just feel like breaking a glass on your heart..I not angry that he decided to be with her..but for her to even thought to say yes..and all those time when she went all flirty with him, did she even considered how i felt?? Pri said that i'm strong..she said when it happen to her, she was down for almost a year!

Am i strong?? i guess but some days i be like whateverla..but some days i just can't let it go..and the worst part they both are in the same class as me! i get to see them lovey-dovey everyday!
Crap!!

p.s:pri if u ever read this..give me suggestions!

xoxo SaBr!Na