Its unbelievable!

Today..Darshini had a birthday/lunch party..didn't really wanted to go but was haunted by karma..i mean what if i had a birthday party and no one came?? I'm being weird i know. So followed sumi and the gang, and the day just keep getting worst! First bad thing..i looked horrible!! i wore this shoulder-length blouse with a vest over it..dun know why i choose this..but the funny thing is when i but clothes,it looked good on me but after a few days I'll be wondering why in the world i bought this? Second bad thing..he came along with his sis and his bratty brother! Urgh! he keep asking me..you are Sabrina?! i'm like yes!! Enough already!! Third bad thing..my phone went out of battery at the worst possible moment! couldn't call my dad to come earlier..

Well not all was bad..me and him shooked hands! i was so startled,i didn't except him to reach out his hand and said "Hi how have you been?" After that,i was just so nervous and at the same time happy that i couldn't eat at all..i was practically getting weak knees! But then,haiz..cookie came and just destroy the moment..yes i know they are together..its only normal for them to sit together and all. Actually,it made me sad..its because i know there won't be any future,but it struck me..i ignoring my own advice..i just fallen for his good looks and charm! but it would be hard to just ignore the fact that i like him..maybe its because i see him everyday! i need a school transfer!

Thank the lord and maybe karma..that my dad came early! i surpised he could find the house seeing that place is a jungle! Couldn't bear being with them and all..sumi and sugin practically was hugging and kissing behind her mother's car when she was filling up petrol!! I mean..your mum could so see you holding hands!!

well..only a week left for holidays! Gonna enjoy it to the fullest!

xoxo SaBr!Na