Dun Want & Dun Like!!

Its something weird..but i extremely afraid of change! i just can't take it..can't things just stay the way there are?! Pri..why must you leave me?? can't you wait for a year more..then you and i cabut la..
haiz..i know its fate and i can't interfere!! but..but arghhh!! I hate what life brings to me!

Pri..is it just me or are you preparing me to settle down after you leave?! is it why you are trying to stay apart?! you DUMMY!! this is the time you and i should spend more and more time together!! i hate change!

Another thing..must "someone" popped into my life over and over again?? if i fall two steps back.."someone" will pull me one step ahead! and if i step up one step.."someone" push me back two steps again!! just FGS tell me wth you want!!

p:s/ FGS means For God's Sake

xoxo SaBr!Na

Bac on my feet!!

hey..its been a while since i wrote anything..but then a lot of stuff happen,and things were not just worth mentioning! Many "wonderful" memoires that i will forever cherish and many history i would just love to forget! Pri is still pri, Cookie broke up with my ex-crush, sorry i mean her boyfriend! End of the year is drawing near and i can sense "change" coming, haiz..people come and go and some are just difficult to let go!

Is it just me or does he think i deserve better??

till next time..
xoxo SaBr!Na

Again?

Today..pri told me that she was coming but in the end didn't..ya she practically fooled me but with good reason(not feeling well, it seems!) So had to go through school today without her!:(
Today at prefect meeting, well it seemed that we didn't follow the theme that were given yesterday..PIN DROP SILENCE! So wei shan ask us to write 50 lines because of it! i seriously dun know wat is gonna happen to the perfect society! wat? is she trying to follow vi prefect society?? We so DUN have any chance to even read their prefect manual! I mean i dun completely dislike the new system but sometimes it just go overboard!

Then..cookies started to spread around rumours that i like v...! NO! i dun! argh!!! why does she keeps messing up my life?? Hasn't she already done enough? Only certain people knows the truth! But then..at least he started to talk to me..he ask "v...? are you serious?" of course i said no! But the funny part was that, after having a short, very short conversation..i didn't get weak knees like i used to! Like the magic has stopped working! i guess its sorta a relieve! Maybe its because i couldn't stop thinking bout cengal 1!

But dun worry, i won't continue thinking bout cengal 1 anymore! i just dun wanna take the risk anymore:)

xoxo SaBr!Na

Silver Plate..

I just can't get it..why does other people just get anything they want? For example..cookie, how is that what ever she wants..its given to her on a silver plate?? I mean if she wants any guy.. she can get them within an instance! No questions asked! Is it just pure dumb-luck? Or is it something else? People might say i jealous..maybe i am but is it wrong to get a little something of what she has? Sometimes..i just can't get me..:(

Do i hate her? i dun..but i won't let her walk over me again! But then..sometimes she does! arghh!! when can i start standing up for myself?? i'm too much of a coward to do that! its not that i afraid of her..but the though of her hating me and losing a friend that i have know for 5 years is wat is holding me back!

Pri..was not feeling well today could see that she was turning pale and all..but pri..did u cursed me?? i starting to feel high-strong too!! ;)

xoxo SaBr!Na

Dun Get Down!

Pri..feeling so down today..i also dun know whether i can help her or not! even though she was smiling and laughing, i could see her heart breaking away! :( Pri..if i give you advice..i would but i dun think it would be the right advice to give u. Seeing your letter make me realise that you are seriously in love with him! But then, how can you still be in love?? While i moved from one to another! I think i can only advice you this..if you dun wanna leave him..then dun, but if one day you decided you want to let go..then you should without looking back! thats the time, not only me..will be by your side!

But if you want to mend your heart..i suggest eating Baskin & Robbins's Chocolate Cackle Cookie and listening to will.i.am new song, heartbreaker!

Hope it works!;)

xoxo SaBr!Na

Why??

Arghhhh!! why must school reopen?? why can't they give like 3 months off like in the states? now after 13 weeks, then only we can have our holiday again!( i know, i counted!) But at least i get to see Pri and all..it is certainly better that talking through sms and msn! But still? i want more holidays! Getting results is the worst! i'll will get all scared and jumpy and just want to scream! Finally found the book i wanted,thank god for that! at least i got something to read when i bored in school! found out something today..i think pri will understand bout cengal 1. Haiz..life life! Pri you see..at least he connect you with something!! eventhough red is a horrible colour!

Crut! tomorrow must get up early! School such a drag!

p.s: tasha if you r reading this..Happy Birthday!~

xoxo SaBr!Na

Fish Spa!

Yesterday..my sis and i went on a day out, we decided to go to Pavilion. I wanted to try the all the range..fish spa! So we took a cab to Pavilion and straight to Genko's Fish Spa. Learning tips from my sis who have done this twice..i finally tried it. Um..its like putting your leg onto a foot massager but small fishes are swarming your leg, eating up your dead cells. If you think that idea is unappealing, you'll be surprised at how wonderful the results are! After the 'terapi' session, you will find our leg to be smooth as a baby's skin. Well, for those who haven't had a chance to try it, i suggest you do!

After our spa, we hit the Japanese restaurant and everything was so hi-tech! i mean we can order our food through a laptop they have installed onto each table. I just LOVE Japanese food, i mean i was craving for it since i still a foetus! But then i'm a hipokrit for saying that..dun get me wrong i love udon, 'okomoniyaki' and all but not 'sashimi'. Maybe it has something to do with raw fish! For dessert, we had Baskin & Robbins ice cream fondue, i find it surpising too! I've heard Haagen D'aas ice cream fondue but not from Baskin & Robbins! Its was so good! Yet to try Haagen D'aas one but i doubt i like it as much as i like the Baskin & Robbins one=) i guess its the ice cream flavours and its cheaper too!!

Here some pics from our day out! In case you were wondering..yes that is my feet!

Hoping to find "Jack the Ripper" book! Just have to keep my fingers cross! Pri at Penang..Missing her a LOT!

xoxo SaBr!Na